GAMBATEH！

It'll be a hectic 2 weeks before graduation 

and time for war in these 2 and a half weeks 

before my 'DOOMSDAY'. 

我

一定要

坚

持

到

底

Woohoo!

Finally change my blog template! haha. Wanted to change it a long time ago but was just too lazy to do so. So, how do u think it looks? I customised all the fonts to make it look ME! hahahaha! Got ahang on edting the HTML at last. Not bad huh?


Anyway, my blog template is not the only new thing. I got a hair cut too! hehe... Since it's gonna be graduation soon and we have been forewarned to keep our hair 'TIDY', I got a haircut tho at first I wanted to leave it longer. Here here, here's a pic of me. =D

not much diff but lik sudah girlish pulak! xD

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

jus a new video I recorded 2 days back I think?

giv ya comments and rate it in youtube

thanks  =)

CLICK ON THIS!

hann's cover of "nothing's gonna change my love for you'

前天，昨天，今天。明天

上accounts时不能专心。眼眶出泪。在礼堂看猪猪弹钢琴。

想看打架。嫉妒了。逛街逛街！MUET 第一次拿了BAND 4。

五节没有老师。跟你又谈了。和爱哭鬼吃午餐。没胃口。

决定放下。BROWSER有问题了。需要节制。没上课。

OLYMPUS相机棒。FORM 4考试延迟。别了别了。

DIGI SIM CARD又不知放去哪里了。忘记带水。

心仪病了。开间咳嗽。在图书馆过了半天。

想跟夜鬼谈夜天。疯狂购物赞！伤。

克服了驾车恐惧。爱傻婆的微笑。

好像疏远了。还重要。你。

什么冬冬？wateva。

电话SOT了。

还爱。

乱。

smile bcoz it happened =)

Somehow

Somewhere in me


it finally is dawning on me


that

this is

really

OVER

no regrets,
no tears
just a heart saying
take care &
you'll always be in my memory
heartss :)

hundrum...

Down the valley and not going up, that’s what I would describe my mood for this week. It hasn’t been a bad week for me I guess but rather it has been rough on the emotional side. Oh well, I guess it’s one of those symptoms of PMS and I HATE IT.

Can’t wait to get over my trials and ultimately STPM. It’s really boring a hole into my head now. Life isn’t uninteresting. It’s just one of those days when you wake up and you just feel that the whole world owes you everything you ever live for and you just want to get back at them for it.

You know, I have been having urges to throw stuff around and punch whatever that won’t hurt me too much recently. I haven’t been able to do both of it as I can’t find the guts to throw anything, not even in my room away from the eyes of my mom, and I can’t find something to punch that wouldn’t hurt myself[and also the ‘object’ in concern].

Sigh, too much negative feelings makes me go haywire. Although I seem fine in school and stuff but when I’m alone and thinking quietly, that’s when all those devils seep in. I need something to divert my attention permanently without causing harm to myself! And love doesn’t do that! Love always backfires when you appreciate it the most.

Poop. I think I’m becoming a grumpy old lady. Well, to be precise I think I’m already a grumpy old lady now. That’s why Kai called me miss moody, it does suit me now! Stupid PMS get away from me now! I HATE YOU!

Hope I will keep my sanity intact and also the bones of Kai intact until this blows over. I wish you could cheer me up but in the end you pulled me down more. I can’t bring it to myself to let it go only coz those feelings I have are too strong. But I know this won’t end well. After that conversation with you this afternoon, I’m pretty sure this may have another one of those dramatic ends. Ahhh, talk about dramas… I despise them when they’re injected into the wrong scenes!

Maybe you have become a habit, something I’m emotionally attached to. Despise my vain efforts in reminding myself not to plunge in but you’re like a big cool swimming pool with a Jacuzzi even and nice scenery on a blistering hot afternoon. Too hard to resist yet I could drown in all that, all someone might kick me out of the pool and there I will stand all wet, scorched dry by the merciless sun.

PAH… that’s all exaggerative nonsense. Take no notice of my humdrum existence my fair friends. I shall cease to exist and be no more in just a flicker of a candle[sounds like life’s brief candle to me]. BLAH! Miss moody shall be my new name from this moment onwards… ==

Usavich xD

Jie Er recommended this sorta cartoon anime to me. Hahaha.

Really light and funny anime just for you to laught out loud!

Great way to spend your break times in between ur revisions!

So peeps who are gonna have your trials after your holidays,

when you're stressed out watch USAVICH!

Anyway, I'll blog bout my whole holiday when I have the time,

not to say I don't have the time now but I'm just LAZY.

hahahahahah~ WOOHOO! happy watching and studying!